Crawling on the sharpest edge of my inner self
I felt the blame of my hurting heart whetted, sobbing, taking pity on me
Metallic pain and pointed noises were dancing altogether
In a frantic whirl, shuttered by hope and desire
Tiny little feelings start to crack the shining surface of indifference
They want to be heard and recognised
It suffocates my alter ego the lies crowded deep inside my consciousness.
Reduced to silence, my troubling truth is a fraud…
We all have guilt, regrets, anguish
We all have feelings tattooed on our soul
And ‘Hush’ I say, loud and clear, in one attempt to win back my silence and ignorance.
But it’s too strong the desire to live, to feel and to breathe…
We all have hope, it’s what mostly saves us from ourselves
Like a sudden wakening from my longest fallen, I felt renewed, alive and bold.